And so the Bell Tolls

Fall begins to settle in, sunflowers start lining the highways and fall fashion starts a massive upswing. This could just be one of my favorite times of the year, if it weren't for a small hiccup. I have homework. Honestly i really don't mind school, being here brings friends and learning. Homework seems like a massive waist of my time. Which is what brought me back to my blog, I find that writing the words in my head is far more interesting than my Theatre History book. Love theatre like I do, it just has that textbook drone. But as I sit here in the hallway I can hear the chatter of the mass in the costume shop working away their hours waiting for rehearsals to begin, and the want for some alone time that isn't crowded by the black words swirling on white pages has made me realize that sometimes it's okay to just flit away. And I really seem to be doing that a lot this semester, my classes are putting me to sleep already and it's only the third week back so instead I dream. My dreams, I believe, are far to large for my life right now. How interesting a thought, to have wants that are larger than life, to break out of this rut and do something but not exactly knowing how. I have so much love for where I am but I am also so ready to leave and do and love.